that one time I swallowed a camera...

When your doctor is from Beverly Hills and Channel 4 News is in need of a segment on the new "pill cam" why not go for it? At first the idea of swallowing a mini camera sounded a little crazy but at the same time kind of exciting! I mean, who can really say they've done that one before? Well, I can. :)

What started out as just one of my regular check-ups actually turned into my doctor, Marla Dubinsky, asking if I wanted to be the face of what would soon be her latest interview. She said she had given it a lot of thought and decided I was the perfect patient for the job - that I presented myself well, had a good personality, and would look good on camera. I mean, after that ego-boost, how can you say no? She also mentioned that the procedure would be beneficial to her findings since I was having persistent stomach pains even after switching medications. Basically, I was the perfect test subject!

To be honest, at first I wasn't sure what to think. Sure, I've always wanted to be on television or in a movie but I wasn't too found of the idea of having my intestines be the star of the show. Is this really what I want to be known for? No, never. Of course I would way rather prefer earning my on-screen claim to fame through winning an Iron man or at the Grammy Awards. Nobody likes being known as the sick kid. However, like it or not, that is where I am at the moment so I might as well make the most of it! (Well, at least until I become that awesome healthy sporty person I see in my head.)

Anyways, I agreed later on at that appointment and was instantly set up with Sally Stewart the manager of public relations for Cedar Sinai. She was the nicest of ladies and helped get all the paper work/etc. covered beforehand along with coordinating times later that month to come back with NBC. It took two days of shooting - the first day being when I actually swallowed the camera and the second day being the interview portion and results day. (Which was actually extremely convenient because I never got those kinds of test results faster in my life.)

After the whole thing was over the Public Relations Manager told me how impressed she was and that I should really think about going into this professionally. She also said that the fact I look younger than my age would be very useful in the movie industry. (In my head I was like why thank you Sally, now can you give me the hook-ups to get me there?! haha). A girl can dream right?

called to serve

I made this montage for a special combined church meeting focusing on missionary work. It contains video clips and pictures of missionaries currently serving from the Live Oak Canyon Ward of the Santa Margarita Stake along with segments from general conference talks that can be found online at lds.org. I certainly do not own the rights to any of that or the music, however I do own the rights of loving all the people in them. They are AWESOME.

But seriously, I love these people! My homeward has always had a fairly large youth group and growing up with them has been a blast. Anyhow, we've now reached that college age where we're now making big kid decisions and going our separate ways. Which in our church usually means college or mission calls! Right now our ward alone has 17 missionaries(male and female ages 18-21) out in the field right now with a few more soon on the way! These missionaries are close friends that I've grown up with my whole life. While I may miss them like crazy, this work they are doing is so much greater! The message they have to share is not only bettering their lives and building up their own testimonies, but changing the lives and futures of so many others! This Gospel of Jesus Christ truly is the most valuable piece of information you will find anywhere. Just understanding where you came from, where you're going, and the purpose of our mere existence alone means so much! Life just makes sense with the gospel and living it brings me so much happiness on a day to day basis! This gift I've been given is one I want to share with everyone just so they too can feel of this unexplainable joy the spirit of the gospel brings me. I love it, I live it, and I seriously never want to be without out. While I may not have ever been "called" on a mission like these friends of mine, that doesn't stop me from trying to be a missionary to those around me and you can to! We are all called to the work and have such a great message to share!

Want to learn more about this message?
Speak with the missionaries yourself!  or
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pathetic for puppies.

Occasionally my Grandpa will forward me these chain emails with the silly animal pictures or stories of heroic dogs such as the Retriever that saved hundreds of people from the Twin Towers (don't get too excited because that one was actually proven wrong on Snopes.com). Fiction or not, they do however bring cheer to my day and I love how my Grandpa takes time to send them to me, his animal-loving Granddaughter. I mean who doesn't enjoy looking at a teacup Pomeranian stuffed in an actual teacup every now and then? But believe me when I say that this specific video really hit home for me. Here I am on your typical Friday night and I'm actually tearing up. Guys, this is RARE. Now that you've been warned, I present to you the video of Daisy the Pup: Now, if you're still left wondering why the sudden waterworks over this video of a dog, you must understand that this video has become so much more than that for me. It hasn't just been a rough day, but a rough YEAR. Living multiple months(added up all together) in and out of the hospital with no direct answers will definitely get to you. Especially when sometimes the time spent out of the hospital even feels worse than being trapped in it because the progress it worse. Through all these complications of health I'm still living some how this puppy really got to me. I could feel her pain as I watched her story. However even so, I'm left with a renewed inspiration and a touched heart. One day, I will be that running pup. While I don't know what exactly is going to cure ailments and bring me back to my healthy adventurous-self I do know that it's going to happen. I've been put down a long road, but my hope is that my story can inspire others. All my pain and troubles will be worth it in the end. And how happy will be my story.

january 2005

june 2009

PS. Take a look at the cause of my HAPPY tears Christmas morning of 2004! Macy Moe, my little shadow, and best companion there ever was. Of course she's even sitting by my side as I write this. Love this little furball.